Tuesday, April 05, 2011

when one door closes....

i havent written anything serious in my blog for quite a while now.

there are many things i want to share, especially on the frustration of my phd journey.

however i have been postponing these serious posts. not really sure why but i feel if i avoid putting them in black and white, it wouldnt hurt so bad. or at least, it wouldnt make it so real.

when i started writing this post, i thought its time to share. especially since i received another dissapointing news today.

but again, i suddenly felt defeated and decided not too.

sigh..

4 comments:

Nana said...

what happened? I hope everything is ok. My journey before nak ambik PhD ni pun memang teruk. Sekarang ni pun dah start teruk! sighhhh ... its one of the hardest times of my life. I hope you persevere and tawakal banyak2 ok ;D

Zuraida said...

Dearie,

More often than not when a door closes another door opens, lets all pray that soon you will not only have a bigger door opened but who knows, it can be gates to a mansion.

Stay strong.

Hugs.

niQue_naQ said...

hi nana - yup everything ok, only its really difficult to get the scholarship because im not attached to a university :( there are opportunities but the competition is really tough but im still trying and praying very hard :)

thanks for the comment and wish :) u take care too and good luck k :)

niQue_naQ said...

hi zue, thanks so much for the lovely encouragement! its good to receive from well, almost a complete stranger :) :) but it sure made my day :) thanks so much! take care!