baby girl!

my mom text me at 2 in the morning, uk time, my sister just gave birth to a baby girl! yeay, dapat niece baru (^_^)

terasa cam nak balik msia skang jugak huhuhu sedeh nye ngan dissertation yang tak siap2 lagik nie (eheehh lagi ade hati nak tulis blog tapi keja tak siap gegege)

okay2..to my sister, congratulationsssssssssssssssss!!!

nama tak tau lagik, nanti dah tau i write here kaayyyyy...

back to work, have a good wednesday people! (arghh jap2 dah wednesday kerrr?? damn!)

games people play..

have u ever been in the situation where u like someone, like really really really like someone and all close frends knows about it but due to certain circumstances nothing happened between u guys..yet..and one of your close frend, knowing fully well how u feel about him, still feels this need to flirt and tries her best to get to his attention, innocently claiming it was just harmless flirting and the fact is that u know that its not she even like him that way, it was just because she wants to prove that she can get any guy she wants and in that sense she will always be better than you, thus proving that she is prettier, nicer and sweeter..

haa i know u guys must be wondering siapa kah orang itu :p its in this book that i am reading laa BUT i think this happens to almost everyone, well, at least to almost all girls i know..

in a group of girl friends, there will always be the designated "type" or "role" that each of the women would automatically fall into, there would be the "nice" one, the "gorgeous" one, the "smart" one, the "funny" one etc etc all combined together to create this dynamic female bonding at its most powerful..

in the book that i am reading, the said girl, the one that has the crush on the guy, pretty much lets her friend does watever she wants, in her mind she thought that if he fall for her instead, then he never really had any feelings for her in the first place and that it wasnt meant to be, basically confusing that watever her friend did was in the name of "friendship"..after all if he dares fall for her, the classic "if he likes you, he wouldnt have gone out with me, so you're better off finding someone else, im saving you from further heartache etc etc"..

in my opinion regardless of whether it is meant to be or not, as a friend, a good friend on top of that, she shouldnt have flirted with him in the first place, its a different matter if the said man is actually your soulmate etc etc but it is no longer tolerant when you have to prove it with Every Single New Guy that appears in your friends life.

love is not a game, hurting your friend is not a game and it ceased to be harmless when the friendship is threatened to be broken by this obsessive compulsive need to prove that you are superior than any of your friends..

makes you wonder how and why they become friends in the first place kan..

i havent got to the end of the book, once i do, i'll let you know how it ends :p

muffin fairy

i went out of the library just now to get some fresh air, after 4 hours being coped up in the thesis room, i was feeling sort of miserable today, that time of the month and also a tiny guilty feeling cos my brother is here and im not spending enough time with him :( and also a sort-of-argument-but-not-really with HIM :( so anyway, i returned to the library somewhat slightly more cheerful as i met my dear frend and her one year old daughter who screamed with laugther when i picked her up and twirlled her around and around :p kids and babies, instant cheer me up :p

they shud have like a booth or a shop where you can somehow like pay like £5 per hour or sumting and u can like pick a comel baby and like play and cuddle and kiss and hug them, sejam jer untuk orang2 yg takde anak or niece or nephews cos sometimes u just need a hug and babies gives like the best hugs ever :) sure laku kan kedai camni kan kan kan huhuhu tetiba terasa lagi sedeh cos i miss my nieces and nephew..

oopss, terdigress..

so anyway, balik2 from berjalan2 i saw something on my table..someone bought me a double chocolate chip muffin and left it on my laptop in the library! woahh!! sooo nice and thoughtful and sweet and totally unexpected! siapakah orang itu? asked my friends siting nearby they said they are not sure..all with their ipods and elbow deep in books and laptops and papers didnt notice anyone or probably they did and not telling :p


so to whoever it was..chances that u read my blog are pretty slim since not many people outside my cirle of friends read this; but in case u do and in case you are one of my friends, thanks for being my muffin fairy (^_^)

yeay! nothing like a good gooeeyyyy melting on the inside double chocolate muffin to cheer me up (^_^)

ps : nell, ingat tak muffin2 yg kite jual zaman2 utp dulu? :p

i am brain tired and emotionally stressed...