melodramatic, lacking in pretension, too much apprehension, hopeless romantic, obsessively compulsive, neurotic to the bone and somewhat serendipitous in between (^_^)
Friday, November 11, 2011
a packet of prawn cocktail crisps later...
found out that i hv english speaking only followers! one of whom also recently emailed to ask me to translate the things i said in malay to english :)
which means i hv to write mainly in english OR do the translation diligently!
but there's something "deeply satisfactory" in venting out in malay, which is hard explain :)
especially if you are venting out about the people around you! hehe
but ok ok, i will try my best, :)
ps : am also surprised on the increment of followers despite not writing for so long!
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
barely breathing..
my lunch today was 3 sticks of choki choki eaten at my desk while crunching out refinery economics numbers huhu
so pathetic right!
on top of that, i miss my jogging partner aka one of BFF :(
she (the lucky woman!) is on holiday in Cape Town, SA and will be offshore for the next five weeks!!!! just in time of my birthday! she better bring me back something shiny and pretty for my birthday :p
so...
i dont have time for my daily jog at the Kiara Park..
i havent eaten a decent lunch in a proper restaurant or even at home in weeks....
i am double hatting 2.5 roles at the same time which means as of today my inbox mail is equal to 2043 unread emails...
my request to take just one freaking day off have been rejected 5 times!!! while other peeps happily take a week off!!argghhhh!!!!
i need a long break.................................................
preferably somewhere cold.
:(
sekian dan terima kasih kerana sudi membaca tentang kehidupan saya yang sangat sedih ini.
ps : the 30 day blog challenge will have to be postponed until further notice!
Thursday, March 10, 2011
perlu ke?
kalau berjaya proof that you are right and i am wrong, nak email sampai ke level chairman that yes, you are right that the savings is actually RM1000, instead of RM995 as per my reporting?? takda masa nak kut nak calculate beria that small amount when i deal with 8.4million usd monthly!!
perlu ke...
kalau dah berjaya menguruskan badan dengan banyak nye terus pakai baju ketat gile and tudung pun berubah fashion kalau dulu tutup dada but now selagi boleh nak nampak kan tulang kat bahu yg baru timbul tu?
perlu ke...
kalau asal orang cakap bulan ni nak dapat bonus, terus terlompat2 gedik suruh belanja lah, buat ayat2 perli seperti "ala, bonus ribu riban takkan pakai beg vincci jer kut" atau lebih annoying terus sok sek sok sek paksa orang gi online shopping shawl terbaru kat kedai dia dan bila tak beli terus mengumpat ckp "hutang dia tu banyak keliling pinggang sebab tu duit bonus habis kat situ jer" like WTF??
perlu ke....
announce kat satu dunia yang duit ASN/ASB dia ada RM100,000 - siap tunjuk statement lagik tu!! tak kesah la duit banyak mane pung ape kes nak tunjuk statement kat orang pastu tanye how much do you have?
perlu ke...
sikit2 nak kecik hati ngan kawan sendiri, benda2 kecik pulak tu, setakat tak ajak makan sama or tak ajak keluar sama, takkan nak ajak SEMUA orang everysingle time setakat nak pi mamak jer kan, pastu yg dia buat the same kat orang lain tak sedar, kalau ajak pun tak pernah nye kata ok, kalau ok pun tetiba last minute cancel, nak gi rumah in law la, nak gi ikut husband main golf la, orang pun malas la nak ajak kalau dah selalu sangat buat perangai mcm ni kan...
perlu ke...
dalam meeting nak dengar suara dia jerrrr, sikit2 "this doesnt make sense" apa kes, lepas bila tanye apa yang make sense, tak jawab pulak, pastu dia ngan anak2 buah dia semua gi meeting jenis nak bully orang, asal org tak jawab sikit mula la "this doesnt make sense" dia tu, pegi meeting ngan dia mcm pegi berperang, ni tempat kerja ke battlefield ni? this kind of examination questions and bullying, baik masuk high school balik!
the host
anyway, i thoroughly enjoyed reading Stephanie Meyer's Twilight series, did not love it enough to purchase the set though, cos i usually only buy books that i know im going to read it over and over again, and the twilight series are the kind that i would only read once..
which is why i was so pleasantly surprised when this book, The Host was so damn good! when i took this book out to borrow the other day from the library i didnt expect much, well, i expected i would be entertained and that it will fulfill my must-read-something-before-sleeping routine, something light and simple..BUT it turns out to be so engrossing that i ended staying up the whole night finishing the book!

Our world has been invaded by an unseen enemy. Humans become hosts for these invaders, their minds taken over while their bodies remain intact and continue their lives apparently unchanged. Most of humanity has succumbed.
When Melanie, one of the few remaining "wild" humans is captured, she is certain it is her end. Wanderer, the invading "soul" who has been given Melanie's body, was warned about the challenges of living inside a human: the overwhelming emotions, the glut of senses, the too vivid memories. But there was one difficulty Wanderer didn't expect: the former tenant of her body refusing to relinquish possession of her mind.
Wanderer probes Melanie's thoughts, hoping to discover the whereabouts of the remaining human resistance. Instead, Melanie fills Wanderer's mind with visions of the man Melanie loves—Jared, a human who still lives in hiding. Unable to separate herself from her body's desires, Wanderer begins to yearn for a man she has been tasked with exposing. When outside forces make Wanderer and Melanie unwilling allies, they set off on a dangerous and uncertain search for the man they both love.
you can read more about this in here where this is taken from...why i love this book? well, when i read the synopsis above, the first thing that came to my mind was, another book about aliens? i knew how that is going to end, right? but i decided to give her the benefit of the doubt because she made me read about vampires which is something i never ever would read about otherwise, same goes with books about aliens, so i thought its worth a shot. she's brilliant like that, writing from a different angle, a different perspective, and even though its about aliens invading earth, its also about love, friendship and family. the writing is simple and thoughtful and i really love the way the alien-Melanie tried to defend herself while surrounded by humans, which i think sometimes its battle for everyone even non-alien folks, trying to please others so that they like you, trying to fight others so that you can stand up to what you believe in, trying to find love, then fighting it because you didnt think you'd deserve it, simply, trying to survive in the world as best as you can.
well, anyway, do try read it if you can and hoped you enjoyed it as much as i did :)
happy reading!
Friday, February 18, 2011
kuch kuch hota hai and vitamins
like i have to shower before sleeping - a habit i picked up during my uni years, not really good especially if the shower is late at night but if u cant sleep if u did not shower than u have no choice but u have to! and especially bad during those cold winter nights too..ishk ishk.
but as i go through my habits it seems like all dat i picked up are unhealthy ones!
not good not good..
so i am currently working on three items at the moment for the next 28 days;
1. eat my vitamins - can u believe how forgetful i am about doing this?? like seriously, i buy the most nutritious vitamins supplements in the world and i take them diligently for the next 5 days and then i forgot one day and then next day and the next and ended i forgot for an entire year then i get sick and i read somewhere i shud taking these vitamins and i went out and buy some and come home happily and put the vitamins on my dressing table so that i see them and remember to take them only to realise there tucked hidden that bottle of unused perfume is the exact same bottle of the very vitamins i just bought, a year old and gathering dust!
current status : 7 days straight and counting
2. drink a glass of warm water in the morning - so ok, if you read those get slim tips this has to be the one dat tops the list, and best of all, its sunnah nabi too! yup2 :) so its great and we should all do it right? sounds simple isnt it? u get up in the morning and drink a glass of water that you have left by your bed the night before. surprisingly its harder than it looks! i even goes as far as buying large bottles of mineral water and put them in a basket next to my bed so i have access to the abudant supply of water all the time and for sure i wont missed it since its like right next to my bed!! but morning comes and i get up and groggily by passed the crate of water and showered and get dressed and walked out of the room all the while actually managed to ignore the crate of water in the room! its amazing really! and its not like the vitamins when u forget it in the morning u can just take it later at night, this is like if u missed that window of oppurtunity, its like gone forever. its not like u can go back to sleep right? huhu
current status - did it for 5 days straight, forgot for about three, now back to square one, and its um, day two. eh, did i do it this morning? oh shoot! damn, so yeah ok, back to day one.
lastly..
3. stop (okey okey, REDUCE) drinking ice water - this one, enough said la right. everyone know this.
current status - day three. course it helps that i was sick for the last three days hehe. but hey, small steps people, small steps :)
so ok, once i got all the above three, i will work on more.
so here's to making good healthy life changing habits!
eh lupa, wats d above got to do with kuch kuch hota hai?
nothing really.
i just really wanna see this movie again but cant seems to find the dvd anywhere!!
anyone has it? can i borrow? pretty please? :p :p

Thursday, February 03, 2011
dining at harrods
its suppose to be a fine dining restaurant with simple meals like fish and chips at RM48 and pasta at RM120 and tiny sliver of chocolate marquis-something-somethin at RM38 (dont order it! it doesnt taste nice and SO NOT WORTH the RM38 price tag ok!)
seriously expensive!
but the place is gorgeous and private, worth checking out if you want to go for a valentine's dinner.
Friday, January 28, 2011
even tho i had my iphone for 6 months plus now, im still slowly learning how to use it and add more apps :) okey la tu kan, slowly but surely hehe
what's your fav apps in your iphone? (^_^)
so what if i believe in unicorns?
ok, i know technically they dont exist and i accept that the bf actually laughed his head off and got a stomach ache from laughing too much when i said i thought unicorns were real animals, pfftt!
but in my defense, how can it not be real??
after all, there are other equally weird animals out there that is so unimaginable but it exists!
like the Leafy Sea Dragon! hah, u think im making it up? go and google it! its gold and and green and orange, gorgeous vibrant colours and looked like a seaweed!
or the Komondor Dog, its a dog with dreadlock hair!
or The Pink Fairy Armadillo - doesnt it have the cutest name!! and its super cute too!
or the Blobfish!! the name itself will make u laugh out loud, wait till u see how it looks like!!
all of the above animals is REAL.
so okey, fine, i accept the fact there isnt any unicorns in this world...for now.
i think we just havent discovered it yet :p
i shall leave you with a picture of the THE EMPEROR TAMARIN;

Tuesday, January 25, 2011
dalam dilema
technically there's no need, but i think as a courtesy sake, i should..it would make things at both ends easier in the future..
hmm...i have to think about this, luckily i dont have to do it so soon, still got time to think about it huhu
anyway, wats yr plans for the long cny break? :)
im working as usual but its ok, i want to kumpul my leave banyak cos i foresee im gonna need lots of it towards end of the year :)
i want to update about my recent break to london, my first true proper boxing day in london!! yes! got the pics and such tapi tak upload lagi, but i will nanti k :p
i have a craving for Ben & Jerry's vanilla toffee crunch la :( tak jumpe lg kat msia ni ade ke dok huhu
Saturday, December 04, 2010
facebook is crazy!!
this is not the first time it happen sadly, last time it did, i nearly had a huge fight with a friend who thought i did it deliberately because it just so happens we kinda had a disagreement a few days before, such a coincidence right??!! and then another time, a friend wanted to send me his wedding card but found that im not in his friend list, called me up and was all sad about me deleting him in my friend list (such an emo guy but ok2 my bad hehe) but it turns out, i didnt, it just got deleted somehow!
today, i wanted to wish a cousin of mine a belated happy birthday wish, was wondering why facebook didnt do the usual notification, actually got it from friendster instead, but i soon found that she's not even in my frends list!!
ok, ok there is of course the possibility that she deleted me which then i cannot say anything lah hehehe but i will give her and myself, the benefit of the doubt because of the damn facebook huhu
methinks, it will get deleted or blocked if there's more than a few months of non communication or activities between friends, so facebook just shuts it down..my theory la haha i dunno :p
i opened my friendster today, walawei, cant believe how boring it is compared to facebook :p was contemplating to shut it down but i loved my blog in there, anyone know if we can transport it into blogger here?
Wednesday, November 03, 2010
to buy or not to buy?
i myself are purchasing same items for the same purpose so it took some time and skill and discretion to ensure that the items are different for different people, obviously you wanted your things to be unique etc, tak best la kan if let say if you are related and same people will go to your wedding and your cousin's wedding, and the barang2 hantaran macam sama warna design and all kan?
but naturally, since you are the one doing the purchases, and knowing your budget and all, surely you will tend to choose the best for yourself right?
ok contoh nye;
this person gives me 200USD to buy a Coach handbag right.
so, i look for something that is within her budget, tapi of course i akan pilih the most lawa of the lot kan.
but for myself, kata lah i put my budget at 200USD also, but masa kat sana, the one i liked is slightly more expensive and of course, slightly more "lawa" than the one i chose for the other person, so naturally, i do my maths and since i can afford the extra 100 (let's say) i will make the purchase for me. kire u get what u paid for la kan.
or, kata kan lah, my budget is also 200usd, and there's two bags of that price, but one is more lawa than the other, so isnt it common sense for me to naturally pick the more lawa one for myself la, right?
i mean, why should i give in so that the other person gets nicer and better things, when im the one who does the purchases for her right?
its not like the stuff i bought for her not even nice, its just that mine, is, well, "nicer".
and, takkan i nak beli the same stuff la plak kan!!
i dah cukup baik untuk beli bag for people pun dah cukup bagus right? lagi nak berkira and compare la kan? kalau nak the choices, then pergi beli sendiri la kan, baru puas hati. and actually, at first memang i did not want to show the other person my purchases, nak simpan la kan nanti baru tunjuk, but unfortunately due to cannot-explain-here circumstances, i had to show that person my things, which i thoroughly resented but terpaksa :(
so tak pasal2 jadi masalah tak puas hati nie...
sometimes women can get really weird when it comes to this kind of stuff, so dunno lah, malas nak layan orang2 macam nie huhu
what do you guys think?
Friday, October 29, 2010
sunny side up
i know i shud update the blog on my recent nyc-washington-niagara trip but work has been crazy and have been working non stop since i returned with hardly no room to breath!
a quick update - the trip was fabolous (^_^)
but wud i go again?
to new york, maybe not.
but i would love to go to other places, like chicago/illinois (can visit my cousin) or florida (can go disneyworld).
its gonna be a busy november, and then in dec, another trip to the other side of the world. but this one is purely a relaxing trip, i'll be working too, doing the year end closing there, so no jalan2, plus im so broke too! :p
how was the adam lambert and paramore concert the other day? was bummed i missed it :(