karma

can u believe its already friday? seems like it was just yesterday i was hanging out by the beach at awana kijal with the girls, but that was actually last sunday! cant update on that yet, havent got the pictures from miss olyn, awakk, nanti tolong upload bagi saye yerr :p but meanwhile you can read some of it here..

i want to write a lot things in my blog, especially about something that happened this week, so i will start with that, this is about something that someone close to me did, it was a bit of a shock to me..her only defense was she was being practical and she's damn sure that her good friends aka me, will understand her actions..but honestly, i dont and to me it was disrespectful of the friendship we have had for 8 years..maybe im being dramatic, maybe, but if u knew me, on how much i treasure our friendship..how i never forget birthdays and how i was always there for my friends, even when i was broke during my studies in uk, i made the effort to send cards and presents..nevermind the postage alone cost me a week's groceries..so okay, maybe mr pic was right, i care to much for other people who cant even seems to be bothered to revert back even with a simple birthday card or even congratulatory card upon the completion of my masters..maybe im being whiny, and pathetic even, why the hell i even bother kan? i guess if you are used to receiving presents everyday and your life is blessed with people who shower you with endless supply of your little heart's desire, u tend to forget the other side of the story..the effort that your friends make to get u the things u want just so that your wish came true.. so to you, u know who u are, i hope u are happy with the new thing u bought, in the 8 years i have known you, this is the first time i have ever heard of you being practical over a material thing, "practical" was the last word u'd ever use in purchasing something..bags, shoes. clothes watever..so guess u decided to change huh? well anyway, good for you, i dont know if i'll be around this time..wat you did was pretty hard to forget..

so that's a lot crap out of the way...im glad to get it out of me, ive been dying to say that for a week now..so u might wonder why i wrote it in my blog instead of telling her myself? easy, im simply using the same means she decided to conduct her "business" in, the same way i realised that my friendship has no meaning to her watsoever..i tell you, its pretty heart wrenching, not to mention humbling to read about how much your friend dont respect you, wide open and available in the internet..then again, maybe she doesnt even read my entry here anyway, after all its not filled with branded clothes and shoes and bags and stuff like that..im too simple you see, i write about my life and my friends and where ive been and what im gonna do, maybe its a little bit too boring for other people but heck, u dont have to read it if u dont want to kan kan :p

tomorrow im meeting the bardaques for our usual saturday morning breakfast session, cant wait! and even miss parviano will be there, did i tell dat my good frend here went to a godforsaken place called Mauritania, somewhere in North Africa and now she's back for only two short weeks..and i cant wait to check out the pictures hehe apparently some "sexy guy" made his way into the photographs as well hehe

oh and the other day, i managed to catch the movie "definitely maybe", starring that guy in "just friends" wat was his name ek and ade rachel wiesz also and it was a beautiful movie, a must see chick flick for all chick flick fans out there :p

damn, i still have things to write..but this entry is getting way tooo long..nanti la sambung kay..im off to pavillion to grab some jco donuts, i love those mint ones!