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i dont have time to update anymore, well, not as much as i would like to, work is becoming crazy and every second of the day im filled with dread that i would make that 60million usd mistake huhu

funnily enough, i now get an adrenalin rush whenever i managed to crunch and analyse the numbers into something logical and able to actually contribute to a decision making process, guess this is how those finance peeps feels succesfully negotiate a multi million contract :p the other day when i managed to complete a particularly difficult set of equations, i actually exclaimed "Yes!!" with arms raised and grinning to myself, at my cubicle in the office! in full view of everyone!..needless to say, my officemates now either think im crazy or easily excited :p

does this mean im actually starting to like this job? well, lets just say, im more open to possibilities now, like i said, i can do the job, its a matter of actually liking it or not..but someone once pointed out to me that nobody likes their job, they just do it for the money and its a necessity but i beg to differ, since your gonna work like crazy for it, isnt it better if its for something u like than something you hate, right? sides, who says you cant have it both ways? i dont for one minute believe that people do a job simply because they have too, where's the motivation in that? money can only get you so far..

anyways, im babling here, will update more once i have the chance..

be good and have a great weekend (^_^)