Tuesday, December 22, 2009

selfish

its end of the year and everybody is racing to finish up their annual leaves. there are three types of moods in the office.

the happily frantic mood of those rushing to finish their work before going on the long break.

the neutral mood of those not planning anything much and just going about their work as per normal.

and the last, where i fit in, the stressed and exhausted-to-the-bone and royally pissed mood because not only having have to stay in the office for the year end closing reports but also suddenly becoming the dumping ground of unfinished work for those going off on leave when in fact, what they do has got NOTHING to do with me.

it seems that in both companies ive worked with, my life revolves around month end closings and year end closings and i can never take leaves during this time :(

bosan nya!

and these people, who dumps their work on me because they are going for their christmas and new year holiday;

where were you when i wanted to go for a long Hari Raya break but i cant cos suddenly, all types of religion in my department wants to go on leave as well?

where were you when i was on medical leave for 3 days but i still come to work as its month end closing?

where were you when i wanted to go for my Europe long break and all i needed was someone to submit a report on the GSAP which i have already completed anyway and takes a mere 10 seconds??

they were off being selfish of course.

wishing i have the courage to say NO.

:(
missing someone so very much :( do you have to be so far away? sigh...

6 comments:

afizly said...

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hah?? apalah sayang nie.. jusy say NO and F**K off even to your boss... if i in your shoe right now (eventho it will be smelly..hahhaa..) i ungkit semua bende kat semua org because at the end of the day, it not ur job...

told u before.. there r f**k up friend out there waiting to take advantage of you and friend that u willing to die for.. (i got 6 of them and it is not add up since i finished my college) although there always be best friend of me..hehhe.. u r different.. (n_n)

So amacam? tell all of them.. u got ur own life.. tak kan makan nk kene org suapkan...suka makan suapker dierog nie?

but incase of win-win situation..just finish their work according to ur appreciation of them..

If i have a colleague mcm u skrg nie.. tiap2 hari i told them to f**k off.. jenis yg jarang tolong org tapi masa nk mintak tolong berbunga2 ayat..lembut gigi..ala2 ayu gitu..Butohlahh...

anyway.. i tgh bersedia nk berboxing day..gegege.. jom lah join skali..shopping sakan...

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nadia said...

haha babe, tergelak i baca comment yr bf nie, ganas2 :p

anyway, he's right, u shud do what that other "person" do, say its not her problem, remember?

hope it gets better soon!

Anonymous said...

tis a season to be jolly!

human nature la nak wat camne, nanti tunggu raya tahun depan, revenge la balik hehe

niQue_naQ said...

syg; panjang nye yr comment, tapi i dah reply masa ckp telepon hari tu kan hehehe so tamo type lah.. but yes, as usual ape yg u ckp tu mmg la betul, but its easier said than done, case ni mcm office politics la, its a b**ch but sometimes its a game u have to play whether u like or not :)

niQue_naQ said...

nadia; yes, i think i know who yr talking about hehehe ya la ho, shud be more like "her" :p

anon; human nature at its worse! ya, raya next year siap la korang i cuti 2 minggu hehehe

niQue_naQ said...

nadia; yes, i think i know who yr talking about hehehe ya la ho, shud be more like "her" :p

anon; human nature at its worse! ya, raya next year siap la korang i cuti 2 minggu hehehe