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yep. got the sad news this morning. masa nak cari loan untuk masters dulu pun macam tu juga. masa nak minta tu la dia suddenly tutup. memang takde jodoh and rezeki.

but i believe, when one door is closed somewhere a window will open. positive vs negative kan. i have to believe rezeki ada dimana-mana. i never thought i could get chevening. masa tu dah hilang segala harapan. but if HE wills it, mesti dapat nanti kan. i just have to be patience. so back to the drawing board! :)

hari ni mendung je. the weather and my mood. had a lovely banana leaf lunch at nirwana, my friends dragging me to lunch dah penat tgk muka saya ni monyok je kut hehe. the bosses were not around today, so can go out earlier and come back later. saw a gorgeous RM500 jacket from Guess and tetiba terfikir bila lah im rich enough to just buy something without even needing to think if i can afford it or not. ok2, a very selfish and poyo thought, when i shud be happy and grateful with wat i have kan kan..this is depression typing, nique has left temporarily :p

on my way home from work, it started raining really heavily. and even heard news that there's a lorry on fire somewhere in Kepong at one of the highways. the rain was so heavy, i could barely see despite the wiper working like mad. i gave up and turned into one utama instead :)

u guys pernah tak tgk wayang sorang2? kalau gurls mesti ramai yang jawab tak pernah kan? hehe me too, dulu. now, always. it started when i was working in my first company. kan kerja dulu asyik melekat ngan hp saja, jarang i could finish a movie, mesti tgh tgk wayang ade je operations problem. berapa kali i had to walk out on my friends masa tgh tgk wayang. even worse while i was on date haha. mana ada guys yg tahan oo. side track, i once dated dis guy who sgt tak tahan ngan my lifestyle, kejap dia call im on my way to port klang, skali lagi, dah nak gerak to singapore, skali dia call, dah offshore dah hehe. he gave up, kate nak cari gf yang boleh duduk diam hehe. lucky he wasnt even dat cute haha :p

anyway, sambung balik, so sebab i really want to watch these movies yg tertinggal ni, terpaksa la tgk kali kedua dan selalu nye kena tgk sorang2 lah, ye lah, sape lah nak teman lagi. last2 i can happily watch a movie alone. tapi makan, still tak boleh sorang. admire orang yang boleh duduk di restaurant dah makan alone. especially kat KL ni. kalau kat UK, um, boleh diconsider kut.

point of this - i watch The Legion tadi. alone hehe. takut la cerita tu. menyesal tgk sorang2. tercari tangan bf saya nak genggam lupa tgh tgk sorang, nasib sebelah takde org, kalau tak pegang tangan sapa ntah hehe. but i like the guy who played the angel michael. sgt macho :) reminds me of that guy in Transporter, apa ntah nama dia - comel tapi macho hehe.

i just realise this post is mostly in malay. maybe nak sesuai kan dengan title kut. something different for me.

esok work from home :) and my mom ajak gi makan steak kat Victoria Station this weekend, dia nak belanja. best2. if i dont write till then, have a good weekend everyone (^_^)

picture taken at Dungun, Terengganu :)